Feeling so depressed
I feel so depressed these days...
Just like I couldn't do anything good.
I have an uninteresting job with children and a stealing boss. I want to have a job in the photo manipulation but I have no school experience. Because of the half time job I have, I can't follow some training or graphic class. I feel untalented in manipulation; even on dA my little art account is unknown I guess. Well, I know I overdo, but I'm so tired and sad... I don't know where to go, I don't know what to do. Just tired...
I don't want you to say I'm so talented, and pretty and so on... I just wanted to say maybe I'll be absent a while to feel better. I also wanted to thank every one of you for your support and your love, and your kind commentaries.
For my sweet donators, don't worry, I'll make an exclusive set with the outfits in my journal, I'll order it soon.
Artwork published without back up
Dear deviants, manipulators, artists, please don't forget this stock isn't yours even if you use it. Read the rules and the note below, and don't forget to add your stock sources if you're published or featured outside dA. 
I won't allow this happening again. Thanks for your understanding.
New sets

Masquerade, You were my friend, The Gentleman, The Violinist, The Obscurantist.
New sets are coming, as you can see. I know the outfits are the same, I'm sorry, but I haven't a big closet. If you want to help me having new clothes, read the journal below. Thanks to all.
I hope you'll like it even if the light is a bit dark; we had no white canvas...
I'll submit the whole sets before hiding myself in a part of the world where I can rest and stop being afraid of people.
New outfits??
Dear stockers and manipulators, dear watchers and favers, I need your help!
I want to get some awesome new outfits for a future set of Exclusive stock!
Just look, and imagine what lovely stock can be made with these:

If you want to help me to buy these and get access to the exclusive stock photos I'll make, you can donate 10/USD - or more - to my Paypal stock account. A little more and this set will be real!!!
Donate
Remember to write 'Black classic dress' or 'Red classic dress' in the subject line and your dA name, then note me with your wish of exclusive stock set from below! Any donation for the stock will strictly go to this.
Thanks a lot for helping me to keep going!! 
Donators:
Thank you so much!! 
Remember note

Here's some points I wanted to clear.
Some here think I'm a nude dancer or a fetish doll. I'm not. For me it's only graphic, even if I do photos with latex outfits... So please respect that, I'm not on dA to show only nudes.

I try to have an artistic stock, with high quality resolution and artistic pics. Even if it's stock, I think it can be barely but beautiful. Some of my pics are creepy, I only submit it 'cause I thought it could inspire some of you.
You're NOT ALLOWED to redistribute my work as photography anywhere! You cannot display my work as stock anywhere! Please respect my stock.
Please, if you use my stock, link your manipulation by note or in the deviation you used, not on the front page! Don't forget to credit by adding my icon : iconmeltys : and the link to the stock used!
If your artwork/painting/other is published or featured in a magazine, another website, a tv show, whatever, you HAVE TO LINK BACK or GIVE YOU STOCK SOURCES. Don't forget it!
The print permission is limited to dA. You can't use my stock for another commercial use. If you want to, ask me first! Of course, if you submit a print, link it to me in a note.
Last but not least, please respect the rules for using my stock.
Thanks.
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